allo lav

haven't blogged in a while. ain't got shit to do right now so i decided to hit this baby up. friday night feverrr. yeah....right!

well done

by jeremy manongdo aka passion

Sometimes I don't understand
Why I thought that I had all the time in the world
To go and see you a while, for just a little while
Too caught up in my life
I didn't see the pain you hid with a smile
And now you're not here with me
It shoulda been, coulda been, woulda been alright
Wish I knew how to turn back the hands of time
Cuz maybe then I'd be here by your side

chorus:
Wish that I had done just a little more
Wish that I could see you one more time
But I know that God holds your life
Your battle is finally won
And He said "Well Done, my faithful servant, well done."

Too many times in our lives
Do we take things forgranted
I don't understand it no
When it's right in front of our eyes
Thinkin' they would be here for all times
Wish I knew how to turn back the hands of time
Cuz maybe then you'd be here by my side


great song.

wow

i have not blogged in a minute! who still reads this shit anyways? i wonder.



what have i been doing lately? well if ya dont know. i been out and about. i'd rather be out than stay home. trying to keep my mind off some thangs. gotta keep my mind right. if you know what i mean.... my time is usually spent with TINski and some other friends.


halla at some pic-chas! in no particular order!

o rly?

its chill.

update

wow its been a month since i last blogged. lifes been a little crazy lately. both good and bad. i finally got my car but i got in an accident on saturday. i was like a minute away from home. could i be any luckier. ugh. i only had my car for 3 fuckin weeks. sad i know. well im glad that i'm okay. nothing major..i'll live. just a little sore.. im experiencing some pain on my neck, back, chest right under my collarbone and my shoulder hurts too. plus i got a seatbelt burn..eh i gotta go to a chiropractor today. blah. here's some pictures. brace yourselves lol.


this was my car when i first got it. dont mind me.

my car after =[ so sadd

the van involved, not as fucked up as mine.. but yeah. ugh!

VEGAS

i'm off to vegas for the weekend my friends! all-star weekend for you basketball fans out there. aww yeahhh. things are a little better with the mother. and im hoping i get my brand spankin new car by the end of this weekend! im PRAYIN HARD. toodles.

freewrite.

this thought just came to mind...there are people you will be probably stuck with for most of your life. not just in a relationship but also in friendships. there are people who will hold you down if you let them and there will be people to help pick you up. those people are slowly revealing themselves to me. friends come and go, people change. maybe not for the best but sometimes for the worst. you start to realize whether some friendships are truly worth your time. are you worth my time? haha be back later. time for starbucks.

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so i was off today. dropped steph off at school. went to pay some bills at macys, ran into Lianne who gave me her ID so i can use it at vegas in 2 weeks. bought myself, her and leila chocolate covered strawberries. mmm a new addiction of mine. then i went to santa anita's h&m. bumped into marci.. a friend of mine from high school, we were on the dance team together. did a little bit of catchin up. thats aboutt ittt. bought myself a new hoodie. godd i need to stop shopping. blah.

Entrance to the H&M store.


took a quick pic before we left the mall. i aint that chanky, the sun was in my eyes.


droppin' marci off.


almost crashed before i took this picture. scared shitless. idiots step on their brakes out of no where. i'm pretty dumb for taking this picture as well haha.


watchin the sunset @ mt sac.


then the usual trip to starbucks with the bestfriend. i laab her.

my guhh.

besides working. this is how our days are usually spent.

thrift shoppin!

stephs student matt wanted to try her new stilettos on hahaha.

teevee.. watchin my other husby.

tep bein cutee. i love my new purse.

$B!

being gangstas. haha jk we get bored. lol

VENTilation.

it sucks feeling like you have no one to turn to.

fuck this.

Feeeel the burnnnnnnn. pilates&sakura

soo today was my second day off. revelin was sick.. had to take the poor little bugga to the Emergency Room. ugh it was so scary, he had a high fever of 104.7 which is not good and he stopped breathing twice and had mild spasms, the doctors said it was due to his high temperature. but he's okay now. phew.

other than that i didnt do much most of the day, just reeelaxed. i had a "pre-photoshoot" for Styles, but i rescheduled. i was pretty tired. and i look pretty jacked right now haha. Then TinTweezay hit me up so we can go to starbucks or work out after she got off work. since i was pooped i took a powernap right before she scooped me up. we ended up just goin to the gym, damnn im so out of shape haha. VIP workout felt good. we took the pilates class, wow i could feeeeeeeeel the buurrrn. im not that sore right now, and im hoping i dont get sore cause my ass has work tomorrow. i need to sign up for a gym pass. well i have nothing else to write about cept that lifes full of ups and downs and right now im experiencing another one of them downers which will eventually go back up, so i shouldnt even sweat it. ALRIGHTY THEN...here are some pix! toodle-loo.



right before we entered the gym. didnt want to post an after picture because we looked all tore up ugh well me mostly haha.


sakuraa, all that hard work for nothing. we got stufffed!


my plate. wow im a piggy.


why, hellew theere!


"i have gas" ahha well thats what my face looks like.


and for dessert. Green tea ice cream, so bommbbb.


yeee comeon boo gimme kiss.


yummmmmmm.

BRRRRRRRRRR!

this winter is officially the coldest winter! wow. didnt do much today. i was just on my daily grind. 8 hr shift phew. workin again tomorrow. i'm workin 31 something hours this week. talk about grrriiinding! heh heh gotta make that chip! but yeah, stayed home tonight while the boos out workin til 3 in the morning. =/ besides myspace & doing absolutely nothing, i'm doin some reading. YES, I READ. GOSH! believe it or not. its just been a while, it feels like i have no time for it but i actually do have time to read. well i just started reading Persuasion by Jane Austen. watchin the lake house made me wanna read it. i was curious about how the story really goes. shooot i need to get to it! just wanted to blog since i haven't in a while. mmm i'm dunzo for now. laater pretty babies. or baby for my one and only viewer. LOL

lucky number 07?

uhmm i think not. 2007 hasnt been good to me yet. but i think i'll give this pig some time to warm up to me. yall know its year of the pig right? anyways. didnt do much yesterday, just chilled with Tinski, had dinner at sakura then had some starbucks. mmhmmm. bumped into jab & arc. went to chino after, i think i made some new friends along the way? haha we ended up goin to saharas...my first time there. it was jus the girls and tin's friend daniel ended up comin. other than that, my sidekicks prettyyy fuct, i'm down $50 bucks from Morongo, i'm sick like a dog (well not really) haha life is just dandy! psh. i knew i shouldnt have gambled, right when i got there i lost my some money, musta flew out my pocket. oh well, some people lose way more than me. hmm nothin else to blog about. toodle-loo. i'll be uploadin pix.

me and tin @ saharas.
tori!
let me take yo piccha!
morons, packin it in the previa. on the way to morongo coz thats where the morons go.
loooook erwin!
open your eyes babeh!
thereee you gooo.